Anonymous
Dad- 
  I really miss you. There have been so many things that I've wanted to share with you lately. I hope you already know them all, I ask God to let you check in on us sometimes. I wish you could've met Leila. She's so amazing, and already getting such a little personality. Matt is incredible too! I couldn't have asked for a better husband or father. He was asked to head part of the men's ministry at our church. Rowdy too! They've become such good friends, which Karen and I love of course. God is really stretching them, and they are embracing it with incredible courage. 
  I wish you could've been here for this part,.... I know God's plan is bigger, and He wanted you with Him. I just...I just miss you!
  I'm singing again. We've had some awesome moments during worship lately, feels like home. Leila praises; she'll close her eyes, and lift her hands, it's beautiful.
  I love you, Dad! I forgive you! I just want to make sure it's out there. Thank you for never giving up on me. I know who you were, and it took a lot of heart to move forward when the past wanted to tell you that you couldn't. Thank you for your heart, Dad. Thank you for waiting until we talked that day. I knew you that day. I'll never forget your heart, and I can't wait to see you, in your true form, free of this world! I'm so glad I can say that. You did it! And just know burnt toast is something I'm passing onto Leila, it still makes me smile and think of you. I love you, Pappy! ;##imported-begin##Kristen Kreutzer##imported-end##

