Anonymous
The sign below this says only 1000 characters. How am I going to say what I feel in so short a time. I guess I am the last to sign.It's been a week. It could be a 100 years and I still won't be over losing my best friend.
Part of me has been ripped away and I don't know how to feel.I'm angry that you're gone. We have been friends for 27 years. We have seen the best and worst of each other. I'm angry that you let life get you low. That the pressure of it all built up on you. I'm angry at myself for not keeping an eye out for what this life was doing to you. I'm angry that you hadn't been back in our life for very long from Minnesota.
I'm so sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. I'm sorry we didn't spend more time together and we let our damn jobs get in the way. I'm sorry that I was angry at God for taking you. I know that you have true peace in His arms now.
I'm happy that I will see you again. I know that you will say, "Wassup, Bubba Lou!" when I meet you again in Heaven. I'm glad that you made peace with everyone before you left. You were the peacemaker.The Bible says that ones like you shall be called "the children of God" I knew that anyway. I was there when you gave yourself to Him. You weren't perfect. Just forgiven.
I'll be here for your family but you knew that, huh.I hope you liked that song. I hope there are windows in Heaven so that you could hear it.
Now. "Go rest high upon that Mountain". I love you, my brother. I always will. I miss you so much.
Your bud,
Kelly##imported-begin##Kelly Allen##imported-end##

