Dear Matt,
Friday was your 18th birthday. I filled my day with thoughts of you, but that is not unusual for me. I think of you every day and wish so badly that you were still with us. It has been a difficult time for all of us who love you so much. I miss your sweet smile and grieve over the fact that I can't put my arms around you and hug you again. You are and will always be a part of our family. Your absence is a big hole in our family and in my heart. We all still and will always talk about you and remember you each day. Some day we will see you again. You know how much love we have for you and how it breaks our hearts that you are not with us anymore. I know you are at peace and someday, I hope we will understand what took your life. I have so many wonderful memories of you. I still remember the day you were born. I was there at the hospital and was so excited to see you. You were such a sweet little boy and that never changed. In family pictures, you always sat with your cousin Casey--sometimes in his lap. You were so little and he was the older cousin. The last picture of have of you with Casey shows you towering over him. You grew into a beautiful young man. Matt, my heart aches for you. I know that we will be together some day, and knowing that helps to ease my mind. Thank you, thank you for being a part of our lives. We were lucky to have you, but I wish it could have been longer. We love you and will never forget our times together. Love, Aunt Jackie##imported-begin##Jackie Pratt##imported-end##