Anonymous
I seat here today thinking how it been six years since you been gone. There is not a day that don't go by that i don't stop and cry thinking of you and mom.
I can't go on the hill no more all of it is gone. I am sorry I wasn't there when you passed. I try so hard to get there so fast when I was called. I got so mad cause I thought someone was playing a joke on me.I hope you can forgive me. We always promised each other we always be there. I feel as if I failed you and mom by leaving the hill.
I still have the letter mom sent me about how sad you were, and how she felt like it was good for me to spread my wings. I am sorry I wasnt there to protect you and mom.
I ask god all the time to tell you and mom I love you both. I ask God why this happen to the people I love and miss and needed in my life so much. 
I know that you were there when I crashed my motorcycle, I felt you and God and I saw alot of pictures flash before me of you and me and mom and my family.
I miss how I could tell you everything, I miss calling you and hearing your voice. I miss how both of us would drop what we were doing to help each other.
I know alot of people miss you and you were in so many people life, but no one will ever know how much or how close me and you and mom were.
Meaghan trys to comfort me when I cry for you and mom, she tells me to stop looking at you and mom pictures that i got to learn to find peace with what has happen. But I can't.
When mom died I couldnt go to the funeral I couldn't handle it Connie, it was too much for me. Tell mom I loved her but after losing you and then her it tore me apart. You both have taken half my heart when you left this earth. I know that everyone says your in a better place and your with God. But I am selfish and want you both back, 
I will never have a friend or sister like you, I have try so hard to find someone to be that friend and sister that you were to me. 
I will write again I promise. I love you and please tell mom  I love her too.
Keep watching over me, Keep standing beside me cause I can feel you both.
love alwasy and forever,
Brandy

