Anonymous
Hey my baby bother. It has been one long year since I last saw you, had your big arms wrapped around me, inhaled your smell, and witnessed the arch of your right eyebrow. They tell me that time heals all wounds, but they never say how much time it will take. I miss your presence just as much today as I did the day you left me. I wish I could hear you laugh just one more time. I am grateful that you blessed me us with a recording of you singing some of your favorite songs. Maybe one day soon I will be able to listen to you sing without crying through the whole thing.
Sometimes I find that I am still so very angry that you were taken from me so soon. I guess that is the selfish, human part of me, because I know in my heart that God took you home because he could not bear to see you in such pain anymore.
I do find some comfort in the fact that you and Jason are probably reeking havoc on heaven's basketball court. Both of your legs are whole again. I imagine that you guys are ragging eachother and joking around. I can almost see that you are smiling that beautiful smile that was such a rare treat during the past few months of your life.
As I look back over our life as brother and sister, I know that the rare and special bond between us was always intact, no matter what. We might not have had much, but we had eachother. Your memory is alive within my heart and I continue to grieve for my loss, while tyring to celebrate the fact that you are whole again and pain free.
I loved you more than you could have possibly imagined. I pray that you have made peace with yourself.
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